Friday, April 16, 2010

It's been a while I have been so busy with my new job I haven't really focused too much on TTC. DH and I are not really preventing, however I haven't really tempted in a while. AF arrived on time last month so I'm still getting regular cycles. My heart is still aching for a little baby it's been so strong over the last few days, and now a friend I've become really close too is now expecting. I'm going to see her pregnancy progress and will wish everyday I was PG.

I can't decide what to do whether to carry on temping and watch my cycles closely or just wing it and see what happens. I really don't want to prevent, however DH still hasn't found work. I feel like I'm in a rock and a hard place all I know is that these feelings aren't going away they are so strong.


Justina said...

I was just thinking about you the other day so was glad to see an update.
Yeah, I know what those feelings are like when a close friend is expecting and you aren't. And knowing whether its the right time? That's a hard one too. I know it hasn't always been the perfect time for my hubby and I but we've kept trying regardless.
Hugs to you, I know how hard all of this is!