New Cycle

I'm feeling a lot better now that AF has been and gone, I'm looking forward to this cycle and seeing what happens. I now have a basis to work off I know how long my cycle is and what to expect.

I'm currently rearranging my furniture in the bedroom to make room for a little one. I doubt very much we'll be moving before a little one arrives but you never know. I actually wouldn't mind staying in this one bedroom cottage until we have enough money saved for a down payment on a house. Clayton has to get a good job first, speaking of which Clayton has a job interview on Tuesday fingers crossed. I'm praying to the Angles for a bit of luck.

AF is here :(

TMI I went to go check CM and my finger was red. I didn't think I'd be this disappointed, but I am. I thought it was OK if I didn't get PG this month, "there's always next month" that's what I kept telling myself. Yes, that is the case but I had many people tell me I could be more fertile coming off the pill. So I had a good chance and that got my hopes up. I was hoping I got PG right away so I didn't have to go through the infertility problems associated with PCOS. Yeah right! I bet my PCOS is laughing in my face right now. I guess I was naive to think I'd have an easy time of it.

Sorry for the depressing post but I'm feeling real crappy right now. AF didn't just arrive she brought a whole new load of different symptoms with her. When I was on the pill AF was mild compared to what she's putting me through right now. I have awful lower back pain I can't even turn my hip without moaning in pain. My upper thighs are killing me I feel like I've done a major workout.

Well I guess there's always next month.