Monday, January 4, 2010

AF is here :(

TMI I went to go check CM and my finger was red. I didn't think I'd be this disappointed, but I am. I thought it was OK if I didn't get PG this month, "there's always next month" that's what I kept telling myself. Yes, that is the case but I had many people tell me I could be more fertile coming off the pill. So I had a good chance and that got my hopes up. I was hoping I got PG right away so I didn't have to go through the infertility problems associated with PCOS. Yeah right! I bet my PCOS is laughing in my face right now. I guess I was naive to think I'd have an easy time of it.

Sorry for the depressing post but I'm feeling real crappy right now. AF didn't just arrive she brought a whole new load of different symptoms with her. When I was on the pill AF was mild compared to what she's putting me through right now. I have awful lower back pain I can't even turn my hip without moaning in pain. My upper thighs are killing me I feel like I've done a major workout.

Well I guess there's always next month.


[cre] said...


Just pop some tylenol, grab a heating pad and chill out on the sofa. Relax babe. I think you deserve it.

Lynn said...

I'm so sorry she showed up :( I was really hoping it would happen the first month for you. But keep your chin up! Even couples with no problems at all may take up to a year of trying to get PG. Let's cross our fingers for this month!