Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Major temp rise

My temp shot up this morning to 98.5 the highest it's ever been. I was so excited I took a test BFN. I was looking at the test and imagining there was a line, what am I crazy or something?  - I even took the test apart to examine it closer. I think I might have a couple of screws loose or something.

In other news a couple of my facebook friends have announced that they are expecting. I''m happy for them I really am. I just wish I could say that without feeling the green eyed monster lurking behind me. Jealously is a horrible feeling, and I wonder when will it be our turn.


Justina said...

Yeah, I've done the same thing - look at the test in every light and angle possible because I was SO sure that it was going to be a BFP.
I find FB to be a really hard place for me to be. So many of my friends have announced their pregnancies - some of them on their 2nd and 3rd while we've been trying for our 1st - and I've really struggled not to be bitter. I don't know if it ever gets better, or even how it can. Thank goodness for ppl in this community that so get it!