Confused

I'm a bit confused with how things are going this cycle. I have had dry CM for days now and suddenly I have creamy CM. My temps have been really crazy and today I inputted my temp and I got some croshairs Od on CD12. After checking CM this morning I decided to test and use an OPK, I think it's starting to turn positive. It looks like it did when I got positives last month, there is a thin darker line to the left.





I'm also getting slight cramps like I did last month before O. So now we need to get to Bding. I'm hoping FF is wrong and I didn't O CD12 I inputted a positive OPK today and the crosshairs went away. I didn't test CD12 cause I figured I would O around the same time this month. I guess not!

So we will have to see, I hope we haven't missed our chance this month.

New Cycle

I'm feeling a lot better now that AF has been and gone, I'm looking forward to this cycle and seeing what happens. I now have a basis to work off I know how long my cycle is and what to expect.

I'm currently rearranging my furniture in the bedroom to make room for a little one. I doubt very much we'll be moving before a little one arrives but you never know. I actually wouldn't mind staying in this one bedroom cottage until we have enough money saved for a down payment on a house. Clayton has to get a good job first, speaking of which Clayton has a job interview on Tuesday fingers crossed. I'm praying to the Angles for a bit of luck.

AF is here :(

TMI I went to go check CM and my finger was red. I didn't think I'd be this disappointed, but I am. I thought it was OK if I didn't get PG this month, "there's always next month" that's what I kept telling myself. Yes, that is the case but I had many people tell me I could be more fertile coming off the pill. So I had a good chance and that got my hopes up. I was hoping I got PG right away so I didn't have to go through the infertility problems associated with PCOS. Yeah right! I bet my PCOS is laughing in my face right now. I guess I was naive to think I'd have an easy time of it.

Sorry for the depressing post but I'm feeling real crappy right now. AF didn't just arrive she brought a whole new load of different symptoms with her. When I was on the pill AF was mild compared to what she's putting me through right now. I have awful lower back pain I can't even turn my hip without moaning in pain. My upper thighs are killing me I feel like I've done a major workout.

Well I guess there's always next month.

Happy New Year

Well 2010 is here I'm hoping this year will be filled with joy. I'm currently 12dpo I did cave and take a test and it was a BFN I think I might have tested to early though. I am getting a little frustrated and inpatient waiting to find out if AF will arrive or if I get a BFP. Seeming this is my first time off the pill in 10yrs I have no idea what my cycles are like. As for symptoms I don't have as much aching as I did I'm getting wired cramps occasionally. Not AF cramps, they are sharp in the middle of my stomach and sometimes on my side. Today I experienced something new the pain shot right down into my vagina area it only lasted about a minute but it was well wired. I'm also getting sharp pain under my arm near my breast.

I guess the only thing I can do now is continue waiting and waiting.

Temps on the rise

My temps are rising like noting else, today it reached 98.3 which is the highest it's ever been. I'm been having really wired and vivid dreams the last few nights and I can remember most of them they are that vivid. I'm also still aching my lower back and my legs man I feel like I've been hit by a truck. The other night DH had to give me a rub down I was aching so much. Testing day can't get here sooner enough.

My temp is going down slightly over the last couple of days, I'm a bit nervous as it's getting quite close to the cover line. I'm still planning on testing New Years day I know I won't be done with my 2ww but I'm curious. Even if it comes back negative it's not over until AF arrives I'm staying optimistic. I've been really tired over the last few days, I don't normally take afternoon naps but I have. I also have lower back ache and my muscles in my legs are aching. I guess those symptoms can be put down to anything though.

I hope everyone had a great Christmas. Right now I'm 7dpo and getting anxious about testing! I really would like to test New Years Eve or New Years day which would make me 11 or 12dpo. Do you think I would see a positive then? Or should I really wait until 14dpo. My chart is looking good my temps are still remaining high :) It's hard to not get excited!